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What I love about women:

Their smell, it’s always a bit different from the overpowering smell of men.

the little dimples at the base of their back

their hips and their lovely curves

the feel of smooth, freshly shaved skin

when they play with their hair

the tapering from their hips to their ankles

The deliberate expressions they can give with just their eyes

Collar bones

jaw bones and necks

the way they can be so muscular without being tough and jagged.

They fit so well in your arms.

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This is kitesurfing. I really want to do this someday.

Baby! That is a tiger! You better high-five it back!

But seriously, this is me procrastinating because there’s beautiful weather outside but it’s finals week and I need to learn about cdk phosphorylation and flieubwalybelsdfygkjdygsjeyrr. Do not want.

Wise: having the power of discerning and judging properly as to what is true or right; possessing discernment, judgment, or discretion.

Intelligent: having good understanding or a high mental capacity; quick to comprehend, as persons or animals.

I know so many intelligent, bright, educated people. But I know so few that are wise. So who else knows how to be happy? Why is it such a secret? Intelligence won’t get you happiness. Nor will grades. Nor will a career. Or prestige. Or others. Wisdom knows that you begin happy, and from that happiness you do what you wish, and what you are passionate about. Stupidity does what is convenient, and intelligence does what is expected.

To be wise:

Be still.

Clear your mind and keep breathing until your heart is calm.

Focus on your environment until the thought of anything out of arms reach is gone. Only your reality in the present is left.

Now… think of beautiful things.

Think of them twisting and glinting in the bright sun. Think of their feeling on your skin. Think of the taste and the smell. Think of the music they make.

There they are, right there. These are the things that make you happy.

You see them, they are here and now and accessible right now.

They don’t need anything you worried about before. What do you need for these things? Changes are, not much. Do what you need, make yourself happy, nothing else matters.

This is the hard part; Nothing else matters.

If you don’t believe me, if you still feel compelled to do what’s expected of you, asked of you, what you’ve been told is necessary- then do yourself a favor.

Try to let that go. Live a day or even a few hours doing only doing the bare minimum for yourself.

Wisdom.

Dear Dr. Bernstein,

I want to run you through with red hot words of wrath and fury. You have none of my respect, and therefore I care not about your feelings since you seem to care so little for your students’. I want you to challenge me. I want you to fight me. I want an excuse to expose you for who you are. But in the mean time, I will take a huge steamy academic dump for my paper, turn it in, and you will still give me an A. Because you don’t really read what you ask us to labor over, do you?

You are a disgrace to where you come from, your philosophy, your field, your employer, and your credentials. Cease and desist, or I won’t be able to keep my temper.

Yours,

A hungry Tiger

It’s so cute, they both text and tell me how they want to marry the other. I couldn’t be happier for them, I could be the best man. Very cute, very inspiring, I hope I can see them soon.

I did chores in silence tonight. That’s kind of a big deal in public on campus, there’s always friends around. But I got to do it all without talking, though it was awfully hot. I kinda need an introvert break. I think that will start quite nicely when I move into my room. My own damn room, wow.

Shit I’m all tired and sticky, bleh.

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Well that was nice. Went to Badwolf Haven and spilled my guts. It’s good to be in control again.

Now just two more weeks of class to tackle before a break.

Live in a house, nap in the sun, slow dog days of summer are what I live for. Truly the zenith. It’s good to be back in my own head, and not stumbling around sloppily for someone to lean on. This has been a long recovery.

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I got to play with a kitten yesterday. I was a chick magnet when carrying a kitten, literally all females within hearing distance flocked to the tiny animal. The little guy was all antsy, though, I’m pretty sure that was his first extensive outdoor experience.

The quarter is drawing to a close. I’m losing my academic attention span. I can’t wait to live in a house and have a room to myself again. Small treasures in life. And the weather is great. I get quiet when I’m content.

Lovin’ you is cherry pie

She’d make sure to turn and smile and look me in the eye with her hand on my leg. Always just to punctuate that line. It always made me smile like a goof.

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